"... while with an eye made quiet by the power of harmony, and the deep power of joy, we see into the life of things ..."
- William Wordsworth

Sunday, February 20, 2011

You make beautiful things...

I’ve really wanted to write another blog post lately, but I find that I am usually at a loss for words. And I haven’t set up much of a premise for this blog, so I’m not sure what to write about. I don’t want to just tell people about cool things that I’ve been doing, because who really wants to read that? There are quite a few things, though, that I could say along the lines of “awake my soul”. It is a constant theme in my life. I want to live my life wide awake. I want to read poetry and stand on top of mountains. Oswald Chambers said some good stuff yesterday about drudgery. He named it as “one of the finest tests to determine the genuineness of our character”. February is a very wintery month. I tend to hide away from the world during this time of year and wait for spring to come so I can be alive again. My daily life is defined by drudgery throughout most of the winter. If drudgery is a test of character, then what does that say about me? I feel a constant sense of failure when I don’t engage with the world or the people around me. Hmm, this is not the direction I thought this post was going to go…
Anyway. Here are some things I want to say…
My dear friend, Brett Lamoureux, is visiting me right now. This is the second time I’ve seen her since Capernwray TWO YEARS AGO. Capernwray was two years ago. Unreal. But I’m so glad that the people who I met there are still very much a part of my life, even though we may be far away. I am so blessed to have such fantastically marvelous friends.

Sometimes, all I need is the right combination of simple pleasures to make a day spectacular.
So here’s to poetry and coloring books, vintage stores and raspberry beer, letters from far away and frost-covered trees, British chocolate and getting lost, used books and a spring breeze, honest conversations and park benches, the smell of salt water and SNOW COVERED MOUNTAINS.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Random felicity

(I really like the word felicity)

I came across something random and awesome today:
“I write for myself to discover what the energies beyond my mundane life, my daily consciousness, have to share. I want to be alive to the moment, smack up in my face and on as many levels as I can tune into. I write for the people I’ve met in this world, for all the people I love… I respond to the fires and rainstorms other writers have led me to feel and remember. I write to encourage feeling for the awesome beauty and deep mystery of life on earth.” - Roberta Hill 

I don't know who this writer is, other than that one of her poems is in an anthology I'm reading for class. 
But she knows.
She gets it.
This is beautiful.

I don't have the energy to write a long, thoughtful post, so here are two or three things about my life right now:
- Castle is taking over my life. (Holly, if you're reading this, I'm finally getting into that show!) So good.
- Brett Lamoureux is visiting me in 2 weeks and 2 days and it's going to completely redeem the month of February for me!
- My sister is in England, and I think about her everyday.